holidae so boring~

i'm so bored...bball court is under renovation...nth to do at home...i'm a lonely guy....haha...feel like going to kbox....would anyone accompany me? but i doubt so haha...i'm such a lousy person...lousy temper..and now with lousy mood...nth in my life seem to be going smoothly...i'm sick and tired of living in this world.. being thinking of commiting suicide..
Xx Am i suffering from depression? xX